Ok so I have writer’s block. Not that I think I can be called a writer anymore since I haven’t written anything lately other than Facebook & Twitter status updates. *sigh* I don’t know what happened. So many areas of my life feel blocked up these days. This last year has been pretty shit for me. Sure- lots of cool, awesome fun stuff happened too, but on the whole I think the level of shittiness managed to tip the scales mostly in that direction. (Or wait- was that last year? Time goes so quickly so who knows. Last year was shit too). It’s almost like I went through so much stress earlier in the year that I kind of disconnected myself somehow. And it took me a while to realise that I was disconnected. (Just then I started writing an analogy about my iPod charger but it sounded really nerdy so I didn’t). I’m still not totally sure what to do about this yet but I know it will involve a lot of meditation and also getting back into my Rosicrucian and spiritual studies. Because it’s been a while -maybe that has something to do with it. (Or the whole failed engagement thingo- for the second time around. Jesus. If I’m ever brave enough to be in another relationship and I get engaged again I’m afraid my family won’t believe me!)

…hey, I wrote stuff! 🙂